Wicked eyes watching
encourage this evil deed
wrapped in good intent.
Wicked eyes watching
encourage this evil deed
wrapped in good intent.
The sun slowly breaks
through the clouds above
and the rays bleed down
gripping land like a glove.
The ominous clouds
sail on their way
and the darkness is chased
to lands far, far away.
For just one moment,
all is calm and right
but the next storm is coming,
so hang on to the light.
This mask I wear,
I wear it with pride
so you’ll never know
the secrets I hide.
You don’t know who I am
even if you think you do,
so don’t presume to know me
when you haven’t got a clue.
Another rainy day
so I guess that I will stay
in this warm bed
and rest my head
and wait for a day
when I can catch a ray
in this warm bed
where I rest my head.
“I’ll remember of course,”
says my vibrant young brain
since memories are forever,
more permanent than pain.
But the years attack fiercely
as I heard they would
and pain is what remains;
I’d remember you if I could.
I wish I could strike up the band
and have them play
that same sweet melody
as when we met that day.
But, I know deep down,
it would just not be the same
since the notes now fall flat
and the band is not to blame.
You were in my dream again
and in the morning when I woke
I felt a loss unknown to me
as inside my sheltered heart broke.
–
Your presence lingered longer
even as my slumber faded.
As I realized you were not here
my distant heart grew jaded.
–
I knew without a doubt
I would not see you again
as you were gone forever
there is no if and when.
Night falls quietly,
smothering the last of day
into submission.
It’s not just sex
of this I am sure
for what pulls me to you
there is no cure;
not that I would take it
even if there were
since my addiction is strong
and my drug, so pure.
I long to write the words
that are so pure and true
and move just a single soul
as only words can do.
If only they could flow
freely from my pen
and save a lonely soul
from something it has been.
A hero I would be
yet I would never know
but the life that carries on
could help another soul.