Stay or Go

Have you ever thought about leaving?
Just forgetting where you live.
The pain of staying hurts so bad
like a shot struck with a shiv.
And each day you’re forced to stay
is one more closer to your grave
like you’re digging it yourself
since it’s only death that you crave.
Have you ever thought of staying?
What difference could you make?
Knowing that hatred boils
leaving all your love at stake.

© Autumn Siders 2018

Blood and Tears

Come a little closer
and I’ll show you how I feel;
with my claws extended,
the pain you’ll feel is real.
A little scratch here
and a rip or two there,
you’ll know to stay away;
I think that’s more than fair.
This here is my space
and it’s best you steer clear
unless along with blood,
you wish to leak some tears.

©Autumn and Emilita SIDERS 2018

AsKeW

Each scar tells a story
running straight to a nerve
as each tale unfolds
forgotten feelings emerge
and the words in the air
hang heavily about
soaking into each listener
baffled with doubt.
Each wound is a memory
both painful and true
of what happens to life
when it’s sent askew.

© Autumn Siders 2018

#tbt

Stones unturned
and left
for moss to grow.
Ideas stuck,
prisoners
to those who know.
The past
left behind,
too heavy to tow.
Turmoil boils
hiding
in the depths below.

© Autumn Siders 2011

Vacation

A vacation would be nice,
a little trip away
from all these worries
I face everyday.

Should I take another bath?
Should I sleep the day away?
Such tough decisions
to make if I stay.

I could travel the seven seas
or climb mountains to the top.
I could run a million miles
until my paws choose to stop.

The more I think about it now
this all just seems like work
so maybe I’ll stay right here
since vacation’s lost its perk.

© Autumn and Emilita Siders 2018