Good Boys

“They’re good boys,”
a mother proclaimed
as she left them alone
as if they were tamed.
And I waited to see
if this were really true
since “boys will be boys”
as they are entitled to.

At first it did seem,
like she may have been right
until the words pouring out
contained more than a little bite.
Two girls became victim
to words that leave a mark
and their true colors showed
even through the dark.

Will the day ever arrive
when this is not okay?
Will these boys ever learn
the things they should not say?
The worst thought of all,
as these boys become men,
they learn not a thing
as they become good men.

© Autumn Siders 2017

Webster

I remember your smile;
it’s ingrained in my heart.
It could light up a room
and fix what’s been broken apart.
Now, when I need it the most
I’ll carry it forever inside
and every time I think of you,
my smile will be twice as wide.

© Autumn siders 2017

Thought

Melissa thought she could save me

and Steph thought she was the cure

and Tracy thought I was wounded

and Ashley thought she was sure.

Roni thought she could break my walls

and Elle thought it was all for show

and Nat thought she could change me

and Chris thought, but didn’t know.

Sam thought I was cute

and Lara thought I was smart

and Kim thought I was perfect

and Kate thought she had my heart.

I thought that I was stalling

and I thought I could run away

and I thought I’d never think

of asking you to stay.

© Autumn Siders 2017

Move On

A has-been, washed up

before I even began.

Such a promising future

always leads to a dark end

when promises break

and souls cannot mend.

Too late now to go back,

just wipe my brow.

Head down and move forward,

since back is farther down,

time to carry the weight of it all,

remember to smile not frown.

© Autumn Siders 2017