#tbt

I found a dedication,

made out to you,

from a book I had never finished,

in fact, not even begun.

I claimed to have missed you,

though I can’t imagine why

since all you ever did

was make your little sister cry.

© Autumn Siders 2016

Sinister

I was writing a story,

a tale of love forbidden,

and ink flowed from my left hand

as my black cat purred away, hidden.

The townspeople dragged me out

and beat me, sure to make a scene,

pointing out all I did wrong

and how I was sinister indeed.

They laughed and they cheered

at the violence they created

and the blood flowed freely

onto the red street they illustrated.

Whatever I had done wrong

it seemed I would never quite know;

my sins were too great to mention

yet they were sure of every blow.

Sinister, I may have been to some,

but the real sin witnessed there

is in an uncompleted work of art

and an orphaned black cat without a prayer.

© Autumn Siders 2016

Not a Peep

Ugh, she’s like a broken record

and she just won’t quit.

I can’t get a second of peace;

her voice, I don’t like one bit.

All I want to do is sleep

can’t she see that I have settled in?

Her voice rings through my dreams

there is no way for me to win.

And when I actually want her,

she has the nerve to fall asleep

sometimes I dare not wake her

since finally, I hear not a peep.

© Autumn and Emilita Siders 2016

My Heart Aches

She must set a world record

for being oh so cute.

Every second with her is peaceful;

for her gentle purr, there is no substitute.

All I want to do is tell her

how she has settled in my heart.

She is all I ever dream of

and I never want to part.

I always want her near

and hope she stays awake

for when she is asleep

she makes my heart ache.

© Autumn Siders 2016

Rich in Love

The cans rattle along behind

making almost as much noise

as the car that pulls them.

Two souls unite in the front seat

of a rusty bucket with wheels

taking them to their next stop.

With only $20 to her new name

and five more in recycled cans,

the two tally their worth.

Richer than most, these two are,

since their value is not in things,

but in the bond they made in this car.

© Autumn Siders 2016

#tbt

Two more days

until I see you again

and I just can’t wait

to see how you’ve been.

I think of all we can do

and how to spend the time with you.

How perfect it will all be;

I have waited so patiently.

Two more days

and I don’t have to see you anymore.

I just can’t wait

until you finally walk out the door.

© Autumn Siders 2011

Waldo

I have never been able to find

that which I seek;

perhaps because I am seeking

I am really just weak.

Waiting helps not either

as I have waited many years

and never had good things come

nor conquered any fears.

The problem now must be

not in how I seek or wait

but that what I have coming

is simply up to fate.

© Autumn Siders 2016