The pitter patter
as my heart pumps
prolongs the longing
perhaps never to be
or perchance it may;
oh, the possibilities.
The pitter patter
as my heart pumps
prolongs the longing
perhaps never to be
or perchance it may;
oh, the possibilities.
You were in my dream again
and in the morning when I woke
I felt a loss unknown to me
as inside my sheltered heart broke.
–
Your presence lingered longer
even as my slumber faded.
As I realized you were not here
my distant heart grew jaded.
–
I knew without a doubt
I would not see you again
as you were gone forever
there is no if and when.
Sam used to be Samantha
until he discovered who he was
and when he finally felt fine
life took over as it does.
So then he met Daniel
and thought he found a friend
until Dan discovered Samantha
and brought Sam to an end.
The loneliest place to be
is right between my ears
since no one understands
or has the time to hear.
As you kissed me
goodbye
my heart walked
away
and no coaxing on my
part
could ever make it
stay.
Even if you were to
return
my heart would still be
MIA
but I know without a
doubt
I would still beg you to
stay.
The blossoms outside my window
are beautiful indeed,
but my allergies soon make it
impossible to breathe.
You aren’t that different
from these adolescent flowers;
since being in your presence
is more unbearable by the hour.
I never knew that was how you felt
and I don’t understand how
since our opportunities were equal
yet we are not the same now.
Whatever you thought was happening
is not at all how it went down
an the victim that you always play
is that little boy who makes you drown.
If only I could see the world
in the tattered way you do
then I might understand the way you are
and why you do the things you do.
It’s always the moments
that were never meant to be
that leave the lasting impression
that changes you and me.
A blade slices through flesh
releasing more than blood;
a simple taste of freedom
from the demon-infested flood.